Wednesday, November 5, 2008


The drama…the mirth…the tiffs…I miss it all! School life is the most precious memory I’ll have all my life. Stresses come up now, when we thought college would be for smooching. And there is fucking no time for love now. You figure out reality once you’re face-to-face with it! Now they tell us what it takes, until now they were smiling evil on our innocence. I miss moments that cannot be put into words. They say college life is rocking. Well, they’re wrong. It sucks. Why? Because there is this veracity that if you don’t concentrate on the dismal studies, you’ll ruin your life, and most importantly, no one will care. With 4 lakh engineers per year, India won’t require you backlogged. To be true, I’m not hating the subjects as I used to, but no wonder I’ll never fall in love with them.

Sunday, November 2, 2008

A curve.

A dream to bake…a choice to make
Which is your today…may be not tomorrow
Why cry darling, why cry?
When it’s not worth, your sorrow!
You now know what people say…
About weeping from within?
They’ll pierce your heart again and again
Even if you give your soul for nothing…
Smile and the world will envy,
Smile and they’ll go mad wondering
Why is she so happy…we’ve ruined her!?
Was she the player…did she win!?
I know how it feels with an empty heart.
It takes a lot of time, you know.
But then why show the globe you’re weak.
Beam at them-friend or foe,
And they’ll know you’ve got valor!
And He, darling, will never come back.
Tell it to yourself each time you breathe,
There’s nothing, nothing, nothing you lack,
It’s him who will get no rose on death.

Saturday, August 2, 2008

A series of struggles...

Let's live again. Yeah! Seems that life is never going to quit. Efforts are never gonna get ceased! A moment next brings a huge smile on my face! Leaving past the Past, there's a new future to step into! The lamp dims and oil rains! A step forward to life. Leaving School has been a double faced realm for me! A tear gone and a wet eye. A wound and Heal at the same time! As I step into the college life, I now realise why people relent leaving school! Wet eyes again! A feeling none can explain to none! A fear, anxiety. You may get the best of life and success ahead, but what you've had in school life is to be cherished forever! A song by Keats comes to my mind- "a living smile on my face, hollow in heart, something lies behind - I'll never get over past!"


It’s just an un-obvious reason that I’m writing again. Love - truly said the most beautiful thing created by the Almighty! I’ll just make an attempt to put in words what runs my life this period. I’m not in sanity; it’s a consequence of consequences. Like the first sight, the first pride, the first doping session! I’ve completely lost it, and you might call me a nutty person! I meet my luck who tells me that I’m blessed to be blossomed with love. The sky walks along with me and the air is all mine! All I need is one person. I’d never thought my life would ever be constricted to a single soul! But he has it all! My quench for him never dies. I never used to notice the seasons changing; now I do. And Ho may God, sleepless nights! My heart clenches for him. I’m scared of changes no more! Who the hell made love Goddamnit! My eves run away to the sky and my breaths seek solemnity! A moment to share with him- and I’d give the most precious thing I possess. And silence. Some more. Some more silence. I just love my heart being so light and things happening on their own. And a smile on my face. Most crucially, it makes you fearless! That’s the best part about it. It kills the haunted memories! It gives you the efficiency to say at your best – To Hell with the World! You’d experience bliss in tears, and calm in giggles. It’s just him all together, inside out! A new morning… and there He is – coming back to me again!

Saturday, July 19, 2008


My soul remains craving...
Your voice saddens me by...
My source to live were you!
Where did life fly?

I recall the endearing time we spent.
Unceasing words from me to thy...
And unending love from you to me.
Hell Where did life fly?

The feeling of calm in your hands...
Now my palms just sigh.
The warmth of care you evinced...
Where did life fly?

Where would i be....without u hon?
Where the hell would've been I?
You've nurtured not only my soul and heart,
But where did life fly?

I solely await your presence.
Whisper into the unfailing cry.
Hold me tight, real tight this time!
So life travels by...