Life..as one knows it! It took her to a well-known; rather elite school of the city, not to forget a girls one. She had been neural and affright and what not! As i remind myself...the day proved to be the best one of her life! She met 7 sorcerours. And Bingo! She knew what life was...
Not even Zeus can put into words what her life was for the next one year! She flunked her eleventh with no regrets. She'd changed. She knew what it was to have fun. That there were better things in life than becoming a geek. She had her priorities changed. Her whisms endured. She knew the meaning of friends. And school.
An incident and everything changed! Her world changed. Again. Yet again. To this damn day she doesnt know whom to blame. She does that to herself. She had not acted wisely...bleh! Wisely is such a big word! She had acted ludicrous. Nonsensical. Preposterous. Inane. The World's most wanted loser!:)
She's been fighting. Ever since. I think it's vindicated myself. Because life gives and takes. She took her friends and gave her love. A man who helped her out to survive and face the world again. A man she can never forget. Never in her life and aboard. God had been merciful! Generous. A man who made her rethink what her mother was to her and who made her resolve out of attaint and trauma both!
So far...she feels her life has been colourful...! Some shades of blue and a lot of pink. Even if she loses everything, she knows she'd gain emptiness. She knows the value of having a human life! Laughter, cry, joys, sorrows, trust, pain...she knows what all of it actually means and enjoys having the same!
A thought... to people who find life difficult, and think they are miserable... revive some of the moments of your life...moments that cease to non-exist. People who've been angelic to you...even if they've turned dogs now...there was a point of time you loved life, and trust a dying man, there will come another!
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I loved it wen u called hey gurl,
Mah heartbeat fastened and took a swirl,
I used to smile n blush n curl,
I knew I’d treasure u lyk a pearl.
And then those drive long and alone,
And those sweet chats on da phone’
And those flowers smelling so sweet,
And those feelings so pure, so neat!
But this is not done…n this is not fair,
How did u think tat I didn’t care?
I cared….I did n I did realize
And the happiness deep in mah heart still it lies…….
Wat was mah fault???
That mah feelingz were left unexpressed
The pleasure untold wen u caressed,
Did that mean that I didn’t love u?
Olwayz I thought that u olways knew…….
That u r the one I adore,
Nothing in this whole world will I love more
Than u who means life to meeh
U didn’t knoe and u let me free……..
But today I feel like echoing the unspoken,
I still love u but mah heart is broken,
I won’t die if u don’t come back
But livin would be dreadful cuz life will lack……
N tears wud be my dear friends
Jus giv me back mah life I lend
Or cum back n urself witness
Mah life is no more than a mess……..
Ill wait n wait n wait for long
For u to come back n move along
Hands in hands as we did
N leave no sorrow not a bit…….!!!!!!!
